so today is day 5 of my abc diet. and my goal today is 100 calories i know its bad but i cant count the alcohol into my diet after these crazy weeks at school i cant not drink on the weekends ... but hey maybe ill drink enough to purge a little lol 

so my boyfriend is here today until sunday which will give me some nice relaxing time and i told him about my new life on livejournal and about my new diet plan... he is very supportive and he is going to try to help me fast as much as possible which is really good .. i was scared to see how he would react. well i hope i can stay with this 100 cal today b.c in 5 days i have my first fast ... 

i hope everyone else is doing well 
((think thin))   
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day  has become a success so far i have made a couple of friends with similar ana interests and im super excited i have decided to start the abc diet and i hope i can stick to it ... 500 cal today ((crossing my fingers)) that i don't binge tonight ... ill report how it went tomorrow morning  
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today is my first day using live journal and i am very excited to record my eating habits. i have always been sensitive about my weight. when i was younger i was a little over weight and when i started playing varsity soccer freshman year of high school i lost a lot of weight and i was at my best weight ever!!!! 115!!!!!!!! 

since this weight i have gained a lot of weight i was at one point up to 150 .. this year i started college and i have been determined to lose more weight and get down to my goal weight which is 115. i have been working out at the gym at least 4 days a week for about an hour each day and i have lost 10 pounds since september but i am now looking for a faster way to loose weight. 

i have decided to get a live journal so i can join the proanorexia community. i need help and support in my efforts to eat less. i will report as much as i can on how my weight is going. 

i have been trying to eat less and less everyday and i have gained 5 lbs since i started this i have been told that you gain weight before you  loose weight and i hope this is true ..
bye bye for now

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